Ham to Lyme 100K


Waving goodbye to the kids on Friday night totally unsure of what the Saturday would bring.  This year has brought me already so many huge achievements I would never think possible.  Events for me used to be a time to chill out, run with the rest and take loads of pictures and I would run my best runs on my own outside of an event environment.  I never saw myself to be a racing kind of person and still don’t really, it has been other people telling me how efficient I am and softly guiding me this way.  I run to my own ability now without holding back, and this just happens to put me near the front.  It hurts less running to my natural ability.  The load on my muscles is normal, my body is comfortable, it knows how to carry me over these miles now.   One of the things I learnt from my 100 miler is that yes I can start too slow!! DANG my legs killed by mile 20 on that race, combined with running on the flat which I am not used too and running a lot slower than I was used too, because word on the street was to save my legs for the hills.  NOPE lol!! it just made things worse for me.

So when Dave and Natanya from Albion Running asked me to be one of their athletes at the back end of last year my mindset changed and I did think about it for a little while because I wasn’t sure I wanted to move away from the social aspect of events, but the little demon inside me spoke louder lol and even my first race of the year I held back and know I could have performed a lot better.  I am forever learning!  When my mum said to me “No you are not just going to see how it goes, you are going to go and f*$%ing smash it” you have to see the faith people hold in your ability because I am blind to it myself sometimes.

The Race ~ 7am Charnmouth Car Park

Waking up Saturday morning in the camper I had no idea how the day would go I just knew I wanted to kill it.  My longest race of the year so far having ran the distance a good few times I set off at my normal running pace and carried on as I set off.  From about mile 6 I was pretty comfortable in third position thinking that I would start having a few of the guys going by me, but no.  I had second lady and another guy with me for the first 5 ish miles then it was just me myself and I for pretty much the whole way.

Following my little red arrow and purple line on my GPS, navigation was not a problem. To me with any race navigation is my main focus, it is what keeps me moving forwards, rather than round in circles and up and down.  I didn’t have to stop once I just followed the arrow and had a very smooth journey.  As you can see from the pictures below it was HOT!!! Knowing how hilly the route was it was so important for me to keep drinking and eating so every climb my drinking straw got lodged in my mouth and I was making sure I was getting through a whole bladder between check points.  I do consider myself quite a good hot weather runner lol!! I don’t really feel the heat in myself. I was aware it was a hot day and in no way took it for granted at all as Mother Nature will always win, which is why I knew I had to keep focused on the task of being strong the whole way.

One of the magical things about this race is the 50K runner start at the 100K runners half way point, so shortly after the 20 mile check point I reach the 200 odd runners en route to Lyme Regis.  It was so amazing that it made me feel quite emotional.  So many comments from people saying phenomenal running and well done and clapping and  and First Lady well done!! Obviously they saw the first 2 men run by then not long after  little old me comes along lol.  Lots of high five-ing with a few to mention, Albion Athlete Ben running the 50k, Chris Poole and firm Albion resident and another familiar face of the ginger bearded runner Jim.  It was truly amazing!  After the 3500ft climbing, getting to the half way point was AMAZING!! My Dave was there with his binoculars and top off looking rather gorgeous if I do say so myself lol!! There was also posh toilets (AKA not a bush) I got to see the mum and dad of Albion running, the legendary Bill and Chris! (I Love them so much) xxx Had a load of watermelon, grabbed a few gels, had a few swigs of a smoothie and away I went, right back the way I came.

The run back was weird to the point it looked and felt totally different, the hills felt longer and steeper and the downs felt non existent lol.  I can see why people without suitable navigation or a map got lost on the way back more than the way out lol!! I just back tracked on my GPS and followed my route back so it was fine.  I went past 3rd man on my way back out of Ham Hill 50k check point so in my head I was on a mission for third place lol!! I knew he wasn’t too far behind me which kept me on my toes!! ego said, you can’t get beaten by a boy now haha!! Up until about mile 53 where Lambert’s Castle check point was I had ran all the hills.  I feel my comfort zone is going up  Around 6500ft smashed, I decided to walk up the steep climb out of the check point then get going again, the view at the top was spectacular.  The biggest climb of the race at about mile 57  was a 700ft steep climb up to Penn Farm check point.  I walked up that bastard!! with a lot of f&^ck me’s on the way up lol!! Dave was half way down with his binos again which did make me laugh throughout the day,  and I think he quite enjoyed my noises and foul language on the way up haha!! I got to the top and had a little chat with the Urwin family (Bill, Chris and Joe who is Albion Dave’s brother) Shared my vegan coconut ice and prepared myself for the very hurty 5k downhill into Lyme Regis.

Coming into Lyme I could just smell the finish line which consisted of chips and sea!! It was amazing.  These are the kinds of things I visualise before a race, I knew that smell was coming and I knew the sea was waiting for me. The little streets were bustling and filled with people, most not knowing how far we had all just ran and how pleasing the sight of Lyme Regis sea front was. I did it!! What an achievement and a very proud moment indeed.  Greeted by the wonderful faces of Dave and Natanya of Albion Running.

Official run time 11 hours 34

First Lady

Third overall

60.50 miles

7110ft elevation

For race results click here

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The dip in the sea at the finish line is the BEST!!!


I did have to wait around after for a medic to sort out a MASSIVE under the toe blister that couldn’t really be left!! It was pretty gopping to say the least, and had the company of a very very strange man who thought I was a girl named Hannah from Dorchester that he used to go out with, he also thought I was an actress and made the point of throwing a bottle of water on the floor right next to me as a reason to come and sit down next to me and continue to talk to me, when all I wanted to do was drink my orange juice and eat my pasty.  After continuously staring at me, eating the finish line oranges and following me to the toilets I told him kindly and a little bit crossly to go away, for him to respond with “Hannah would have said that too” He was never to be seen again!! lol very strange man indeed!


Check Points

Albion are quite renowned for their outstanding check points and volunteers, they are a huge part of what makes them such an awesome events company.  There was a huge plethora of food, vegan choices as well.  Buckets of water and sponges, and one check point even had spray bottles with cold water for a spray down lol!! MAGICAL!!  Also a huge thank you to the random pop up check points where farmers agreed to leave tables with water and buckets and sponges between check points.  More than anything you get a friendly face, a smile and a cheer. As most runners know how important this actually is during a race and adds a huge amount of value to the day.  These people take the day to give!! THANK YOU!

Practicing my speedy check point transitions haha!!


Writing this so soon after the race is good because I remember what I ate and drank lol!! Ultra runners are a very particular bunch when it comes to food.  Breakfast was cornflakes with rice milk and coffee.  Fluids consisted of water, flat coke, orange juice and smoothies.  Food consisted of boiled potatoes, watermelon, few gels, peanuts, a flapjack, a bar thingy with almond butter, some banana chips that on my way back through mile 40 check point I couldn’t physically swallow, so they got spat in a bush for some wild animal to enjoy hahaha!!! They are not coming with me again.  Dave offered me a chickpea pie at about mile 35 which I think I dry heaved at and carried on lol!! So yes, nothing too fancy pants this time.  I think the potatoes are a winner and something I will be using on future events.  I talked to myself a lot en route, or more talked to my food.  Telling myself to just swallow the food and get it down me! Running that far really doesn’t fill me with a huge appetite and most things make me want to throw up lol!! but I am slowly getting better at knowing what I can tolerate when my body is exhausted so I can eat as efficiently as I can as it is so important.


My support comes in the name of Dave, my boyfriend.  His help throughout the day was just amazing!! He knows me very well, how I run, how I eat, and my various moods during a run.  He has patience and tolerant and was there every step of the way to make sure I had water and food and a kind face. He even ran down a track to find me with a bottle of water as I messaged saying I was running low.  He puts up with my post run night which usually includes going to the loo about 8 times where my body is getting rid of toxins so I wee A LOT!!  This includes opening and closing the camper van door so its not quite as easy as sneaking out of bed to the toilet lol.  Thank you for everything you do to help and support me on my races.  I know it isn’t an easy job at all and I appreciate it more than you can ever imagine.  THANK YOU!!

What an absolutely fantastic day out running!!


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Your vegan life

Veganism is rapidly on the rise and I get asked all the time for advice and help with the transition so thought I would write this blog. I hope you find it helpful!

First of all I want you to ACCEPT that this is a lifestyle change and not just a diet.  The lifestyle aspect will seem more daunting than the change in food choices because you are opening you mind to a completly new way of living.  ACCEPT that it is not going to easy for everyone.  ACCEPT that you are going to come across some people who won’t understand why you are choosing this lifestyle and also understand that they don’t need to understand.  You don’t need to make them understand and some people will never understand it is just how it is.  ACCEPT that you now must learn a whole new way of eating and seeing food.  A way that goes against everything you have been taught since birth. A whole new way of living!


You are vegan, thinking of going vegan, newly vegan, a little bit vegan, vegan on a Monday (some may argue whether that is even possible lol)  level 1-10 vegan or just interested in what I have to say about being vegan!

We can all relate to each other in one way or another and 98% of us have been meat eaters or at least dairy consumers since birth.  I ate meat and dairy for the first 31 years of my life.  So we have all been on both sides of the coin!

You may be familiar with a few things that happen when you decide to “Go Vegan” when that “switch” in your brain goes and there is pretty much no going back!

  1. You cry! (I cried a lot)
  2. You feel like you have been lied to by every single governing body, teacher and doctor you have ever had!
  3. You get an over powering urge to independently save the world and all its animals all on your own!
  4. You feel overwhelmed and not quite sure what you are going ever eat again now all food groups have been removed from your diet!
  5. You ring all your family to tell them about what you know and instantly become a pushy vegan forcing your opinion on everyone and asked to respect their choices as they respect yours!
  6. You read every single packet in every single supermarket and say out loud really loud “WHY THE F*^CK IS THERE MILK IN THIS”
  7. You see the world and the people in it very differently!

So these are just some of the symptoms of going vegan and they happen to all of us. The first thing I am going to say about them is that THEY ARE NORMAL!! and feeling those things is NORMAL.  We are all our own kind of normal.  What used to be your normal is now not normal and your new normal is in most peoples eyes a little bit odd! But don’t worry, going vegan doesn’t automatically turn you into a stereotype!  You will change yes! you will annoy people yes! you will inspire MORE! This is totally unavoidable.  The transition is huge and so many aspects of your life will change.  Don’t let this scare you, embrace the change and start letting new things and people into your life.  You will feel lonely at times.  You will feel like you aren’t being heard or understood by some of the closest people in your life and it probably won’t feel very nice.  You are up against cognitive dissonance!  When human morals do not align with our actions and we are challenged, we react in all different kinds of ways.  Most reactions from people who aren’t vegan are because their morals are being challenged in alignment with their actions.  When the transition to veganism happens we are in a position to align these two things leaving us feeling free, pure, clean, cleansed, happy, content are some of the words you hear from people.  Most human beings at the heart of everything are compassionate.  You see a little piggy at a petting farm or a lamb or calf and the natural response is to say awwwww and you love the animal, most humans love animals.  When you begin to see animals in a different light you don’t then go home and eat the animal.  You are in alignment and it is the most amazing feeling in the world!

~Cognitive Dissonance~

“The state of having inconsistent thoughts, beliefs, or attitudes, especially as relating to behavioural decisions and attitude change.”


My main purpose in writing this blog is to help where I can in your transition.  Offer some reviews on my favourite products and to give some very simple nutritional advice derived from my own knowledge some of the top plant based medical doctors.  The world health organisation and the UK health guidelines.

My favourite vegan food products and recommendations

My first recommendation is to sign up to The Vegan Kind boxes! I had a year subscription from a very dear friend for my birthday and they are a great way of sampling some really awesome tasty vegan food, snacks and products.  You also get a recipe card with each box too.

This is a combination of two boxes but gives you a good idea of the quality of the products.



DO NOT FEEL LIKE YOU NEED TO REPLACE THE ANIMAL PROTEIN!  This is an easy thing to do as we are conditioned and programmed to make sure we eat enough protein.  We are protein mad!!! all you have to do is look in the supermarket and you can buy things like protein bread and protein cereal and protein porridge and protein peanut butter!! It’s everywhere we look, drilling into the minds of the population that we must eat protein.  It is almost prioritised above everything else when really your diet only needs to be around 5-10% protein tops!! Up until now your main source of protein has been from animals so you are naturally going to feel like you need to source it from other places, when in fact it is in everything you eat.  If you look closely at the World Health Organisation recommendations for protein, the chances are on your old animal based diet you will have been eating WAY too much of the stuff and in fact, if you are eating an abundant varied caloric rich plant based diet, it is almost impossible to not eat enough protein on a plant based diet.  Problems occur more with sever calorie restriction and starvation when the body probably isn’t getting enough of everything.

Click here to listen to a short video from Dr Gregor regarding protein requirements.

My favourite places to find protein are in everything I eat and this is based on a healthy whole foods non junk food diet.  Obviously if you are eating a junk food diet vegan or not vegan it isn’t the healthiest option and malnutrition is possible.  There are lots of under nourished and over fed vegans.

My favourite sources are:

  • Dark leafy greens
  • Potatoes
  • Broccoli
  • Beans
  • Pulses
  • Grains
  • Brown rice
  • Tofu
  • Tempeh
  • Vegan patties
  • Home made burgers using the ingredients above

Here are some examples – the burgers recipe can be found here! and the peanut butter tofu dish can be found here!

Here are a few short educational videos regarding protein requirements and the harmful effects of animal protein in the diet.  Please watch these over the next few weeks.  Knowledge is power and it will really help you relax around the whole protein “fiasco”

These are all things I had no idea about.  Through my whole 33 years of living some of this stuff was such a smack in the face!! you can’t hide from it and the reality is real. Did you know that 30% of the earths land mass is use for animal agriculture and human greed!! the amount we consume is consumed through greed and taste not necessity.

Click here for more information about the effects of animal agriculture on our planet as this is a huge separate topic.  You can also watch the documentary Cowspiracy which exposes a lot of information regarding the environment and certain charities who are supposed to be protecting this planet.


There are so many plant based milks on the market and it is very much a case of trying them all until you find one you like.  Think about when you normally drink milk?  Is it on your cereal or porridge or tea and coffee.  You may want to try different ones for different things.  Ask on a vegan group on Facebook and you will get a million different responses from people which will leave you even more confused lol!! Also know that plant based milk is not like cows milk and you are unlikely to find one that replicates the taste.  See plant based milk as a welcomed change and allow yourself to see it as a plant based milk not a cows milk substitute.

My favourite milks are – “Rice Dream rice milk” for my tea and coffee – This milk never separates like other milks do and I have tried a lot.  The milk separates when it reaches contact with hot water.  Boiling water can vary slightly in boiling temperature so one that separates for someone may not for you! minefield yes lol!! I like Rude Health milks on my muesli and cereal.  It is so tasty and naturally sweet and my kids also love it.  My little one has rice milk on her cereal as it was the first one she really enjoyed.  Soy milk is great for baking and sauces and things like Yorkshire puddings.  Not so nice in tea and coffee.  But I do enjoy a soy latte from Starbucks they are the best!

You don’t really need to replace the dairy in your diet with non dairy milks for the sake of calcium as you will be getting plenty of calcium from all the extra plant based foods you will be eating. But it is nice to have the option.  Most people consume some kind of milk.  I really enjoy trying different plant based milks.  If I see one I haven’t tried I will always pick it up and give it a try.

Click on the image below to hear a short 3 minute video about what Dr Gregor has to say about calcium from cows milk V plants.

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Cheese is something people eat for taste.  Nothing more, nothing less.  We do not need it in our diet for nutritional value. It is literally just one of those things people say “ohhhhh I couldn’t give up cheese” But with a bit of will power and the urge to save the world and all the animals from human greed like I mentioned earlier, it’s pretty easy to give up cheese!! especially with all the AMAZING vegan cheeses on the market!

So some of my favourites are – Violife, Sainsbury’s vegan cheese, they have a whole range of different cheeses usually found in their free from section.  Tesco also do a vegan cheese selection.

My all time favourite vegan cheese has to be from Asparagasm  They also run a vegan cheese work shop where you learn how they make their wonderful vegan cheeses!! I don’t eat cheese very often, I tend to have it as a rarity in my diet and enjoy it when I do.

You can also make amazing cheese sauces using cashew nuts and even vegetables!!! this is my absolute favourite vegan Mac n cheese recipe and it’s made from veggies!! I KNOW!! weird hey? But it is really nice.  Here is a video of someone making it lol!! (don’t watch with kids lol – bad language).  Even my brother liked it, we made it together once after watching the video haha!!

This is a cheese board with raw crackers and chutney.


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You can also buy vegan pizza from most large Sainsbury’s stores which is topped with vegan cheese – or make your own using a just roll janet pizza base, pizza topping and vegan cheese of choice.

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Eggs are actually gametes.  Gametes are sex cells, a female gamete is called ova or egg and the male gamete is called sperm.  Both designed to bond with each other when fertilised.  that is their function.

Chickens do not lay eggs for humans to eat, despite any argument people offer to you about owning their own chickens, they are not for humans!! Eggs are also the highest concentrated form of dietary cholesterol you can find.  There are laws stating that eggs cannot be counted as healthy or nutritious based on the amount of cholesterol and saturated fat found inside them.  You can watch this rather comical short 4 minute video by Dr Gregor which will give you some helpful information on the egg industry.

In the nicest possible way you need to let your passion and health take over here and accept that you will not eat anything remotely eggy tasting again lol except for vegan egg! There are some really good egg alternatives on the market and a few I have tried! in fact I cooked vegan egg and had to throw it away as it was way to eggy and stank my flat out! all the windows were open and I didn’t buy it again! HOWEVER it is very popular in the vegan world so try some vegan egg! you may like it.  Other alternatives are tofu scramble and vegan omelette mixes which are awesome if you like that kind of thing. The brand below also do a cheese sauce which I am a huge fan of.

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You can find a tofu scramble recipe by clicking on the picture below.  The minimalistic baker has some really nice recipes so check out the rest of her site whilst you are there.

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And this breakfast muffin from BOSH is another awesome way to recreate popular egg dishes.

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Nutrient Density

This is your bread and butter!! We all like a treat and something tasty and some good old fashioned traditional meals but your nutrient density is what your body needs.  It’s your fibre, your vitamins and minerals, your water and pretty much everything your body craves.  Cravings come from being under nourished not under fed.  So eating fast food for example.  People eat the meal that is packed with calories yet little to no fibre and little to no goodness,  the body finishes and all you have done is given it calories not nutrients.  The body is still hungry, which is why the feeling of hunger generally returns pretty quickly, so then you eat more, still hungry, eat more.  Before you know it you are obese and all the gut biome in your gut knows is junk food! So this is all it will want.  Bringing forwards the term “over fed and under nourished”.  It is a huge vicious cycle!! So many people are stuck within this cycle!   To get out of this cycle requires a completely different way of seeing food and eating.  It is a huge transition because I have been through it myself and it requires the will to change and to have an excitement around filling your body with goodness.  Making food a lifestyle not a diet.

I am just going to fill your mind with colour and show you some of the large nutrient dense meals I have pretty much on a daily basis!  I have not always eaten this way and it is something that came with time.  When people ask me what I eat as a vegan and assume I don’t eat a lot or varied foods. It always makes me think about what I ate before I was vegan.  I can almost guarantee my plate never looked like this and buying fruit and veg was very rare! I literally can’t even think what I used to eat before.



For those who love cake

YES vegans eat cake!! woohoo!!  My all time favourite cake recipes are by BOSH.

Hit the BOSH link below and it will take you to their wonderful Facebook page!! So many amazing EASY recipes!

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You will come to realise that you don’t need eggs to make cakes after making a few of their recipes! Here are a few cakes I have made, minus the princess one.  That was made by The Travelling Cupcake in Andover for my youngest daughters birthday.  They did such a fantastic job and it was 100% vegan.  The Victoria sponge was made for my birthday by my amazing friend Sophie.

Although these are recipes I use as a standard recipe. I have tried a lot of different recipes and also adapted some for my own preference.  A small google search will give you thousands and thousands of ideas and recipes but your standard chocolate and Victoria sponge recipes I recommend BOSH.

This is the bosh Victoria sponge recipe with 1/4 cup of flour subbed with a 1/4 cup of cacao powder to make it chocolate.  YUMMOOOS hey?

Eating out

Eating out as a vegan is getting easier by the day!! Restaurant after restaurant are getting on the vegan menu train! Including small cafes and coffee shops (minus costa coffee they suck!!) The list below is from the top of my head and only chain restaurants and coffee shops.  If you download the mobile phone app “Happy Cow” directory, this will bring up more independent places to eat, based on where you live.

  • Harvester – Vegan options
  • Toby Carvery – Vegan menu (ask for one on arrival and ask for your veg fresh)
  • Pizza Hut – Vegan options
  • Pizza Express – Vegan options
  • Zizzis  – Vegan menu (My absolute faves)
  • Nandos – Vegan options – wrap only!!
  • Bills – Vegan options
  • Wagamama – Vegan options
  • Cafe Nero – Vegan options
  • Starbucks – Vegan options
  • Prett – Vegan options
  • Boswells – Vegan options
  • The Lounges – Vegan menu
  • Cosy Club – Vegan menu
  • WHS – Co-Op – Sainsbury’s – Boots – All have vegan sandwich options in their takeaway sections.

Eating out doesn’t need to be complicated and the easiest thing you can do is look at a menu before you go, if it isn’t one of the places above,  give them a call so they know you are going.  Most chefs are amazing and are more than willing to help.  I went to an Italian restaurant once and they didn’t have anything vegan on the menu but I just let them know and they brought me out the most amazing pizza (well they brought me out ham and pineapple first but were VERY apologetic hahaha)!!! They made the garlic bread with oil not butter and topped my pizza with tons of vegetables and the most amazing pizza sauce.  Worst case scenario I just order a jacket spud with tons of salad (It’s just food) and who doesn’t love a big spud!


I have a whole blog dedicated to this topic!! So click the marmite picture below and it will re direct you to my B12 blog.  (PLEASE READ!!!) also watch this 9 minute video from Bitesize vegan discussing vitamin B12

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Things you won’t even know are vegan and found in every supermarket

Most of the things in the article below you probably already eat, which makes it even better that they are all vegan!!  It can feel so overwhelming going into a supermarket after going vegan! This list will really help because it means you can make a list before you go without having to read labels!!  Sainsbury’s and Tesco especially the bigger stores have really good dairy free fridge sections.  With selections of cheeses and butter and milks, desserts and yoghurts and most dairy free ice cream is found in the normal free from freezer sections.

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If you have children as I do, do not worry.   As your knowledge grows you will make the changes you need to based on your own parental instincts and personal ethics.  It will feel like the right thing to do.  You will be told by people to “give your children the choice” It is only when we go vegan that we start to give our children the choice.  I know when my two were little I never used to ask them if they wanted to eat chicken pig or a plant based option I just gave them the pig or cow or chicken and they didn’t have a clue what it was.  I didn’t give Phoebe the choice at the age of one whether to drink cows milk or a non dairy alternative I just gave her the cows milk and my youngest is intolerant to cows milk.

I had to cut it our her diet as she used to get huge blister spots.  She had them for 8 months and they wouldn’t go.  I took her to the doctors and they gave me a cream and said it was a virus called Molluscum and would go within 4 years!! (really didn’t sit well with me) So I took it upon myself to do my own research and stop her dairy and not give her the cream so I knew it was the dairy (she was still having small amounts of dairy at nursery and her dads).  Within a week they were drying out and within 3 weeks they were gone.  The picture on the left was when I initially cut the dairy out.  She had them all over her body and in her groin and hair line and ears.  The picture on the right is 3 weeks later.  She hasn’t eaten dairy since.  The reason I have put this in here is because it is VERY common in children.  So if you child has the same thing just cut the diary and see if it goes.

Going vegan opens our children up to so much choice.  So many more options and it also allows them to grow up in a world where they are more aware of where food comes from.  It will become a very natural progression for them and you.  My little Chloe asks people all the time if they drink cow milk, it is quite funny and cute.

It did take me a while to find alternatives for them, and also getting them to try them.  Kids are stubborn little things lol but if you don’t buy the stuff they used to eat they have no option but to try the new things you buy, they are not going to starve themselves.  Kids gut biome and taste have to change just like adults do so it is a challenge for everyone!! My 10 year old has only just found a vegan yoghurt that she likes and she’s been trying them for over a year now.

I have a cupboard high up that the kids can’t reach and it has a whole variety of biscuits and snacks and crisps.  I don’t like this being in reach as they would help themselves so I monitor this kind of food.


Here are some of the things they enjoy in their packed lunches and lunches at home.  They really love their cucumber and pepper and fruit! usually this goes first before any of the other stuff and before they wouldn’t even tough peppers!  It made me really smile when they started to enjoy peppers and different kinds of vegan cheeses and yoghurts.

This is normal in our house now, we don’t even think about it yet I totally get how daunting it is at first!! but I hope these images just help keep it really simple for you.  One thing I find most kids like too is broccoli lol!! my kids love it and will have nearly a whole head between them with a dinner and these things you can buy frozen along with every other kind of veg and fruit you can think of.  This saves money as well!

There is a new Facebook page called Vegan Kids Magazine

Telling Family

This in my eyes is the BIGGEST obstacle. In an ideal world and having a wonderful supportive family like I do it is an easy effortless transition because they support and cater for your new lifestyle change.  However even my parents had the same questions as most do, as when I initially went vegan my whole family still ate a standard UK diet.  The only difference is that they know I would have done it for good reasons so they were open minded enough to support me and listen.

As I have already said, this is a whole new way of life.  Almost a rebirth lol you are learning a whole new way of living and eating so of course you are not going to have all the answers to all the weird and wonderful questions your family members will ask you and that is perfectly fine.

The first thing I am going to say is DO NOT TRY TO “CONVERT” THEM!! lol yes it is very natural once you have all this new information to let your nearest and dearest know but trust me when I say they may not be ready to hear it or want to hear it.  Lead by example and just be your own kind of vegan initially.  Let them know that you are no longer eating or wearing anything used in the exploitation of animals and that they do not need to do anything other than support you as best they can.

When they are asking you questions you need to figure out what part of them the questions are coming from! If they are generally interested and the questions are coming from a place of care and support and you don’t know the answer you can just let them know that you will send some information over to them by email, as there are other people who are better at explaining the answer to their question.  If their question is coming from a place of defence or trying to mock you or catch you out then you really don’t have to answer or defend yourself because it will just leave you feeling pretty crappy.  You will learn with time that some people just aren’t interested and you are best just leaving them to it.  These people will generally think you are forcing your opinion on them and would respectfully like you to respect their choice to eat meat as they respect your choice to be vegan! (just smile and nod and move on)

Their questions will vary from environmental questions, health questions, comparing us to lions and ethical questions.  Make sure that you have a little collection of video clips saved to send them (I will link some below).  I found with my family it was far easier to send them the information and for them to watch.  In which they did and over time they have evolved.  My mum is now vegan and my dad tries to eat as plant based as he can and both their decisions to eat more plants was for health reasons after watching the information I presented to them.

Documentaries I recommend for families are:

  • Cowspiracy (Environment)
  • What the health (health/environment)
  • Forks over Knives (health)
  • Eating you alive (health)
  • Land of Hope and Glory – look into current day animal agriculture in the UK (ethics)
  • Earthlings (Ethics)
  • Live and let live (health)
  • The truth about cancer (health)

If they are not prepared to watch the information then there is no need to discuss anything with them.  It just demonstrated that they are not willing to be open to new information and you are up against their conditioned thoughts not new information.

I think I have covered pretty much everything for now.  Just enjoy the journey!  It is forever changing and you will learn something new every day and just keep your eyes and mind open to new information.


Just another guacamole recipe

So before I went vegan I don’t think I EVER ate avocado or knew what guacamole was apart from being some green weird looking dip I had zero interest in trying! lol So there must be more people like me out there who literally do not know what this stuff is or what it ‘tastes like.

Maybe you have just gone vegan like I did 3 years ago and be thinking hhmmmmm vegans seem to like avocado A LOT so let’s give this stuff a go!!  Yes there are thousands of guacamole recipes so I thought I would post my own version :O) Or maybe you are not vegan and just like guacamole.

I tried googling but they all asked for lemons or limes which I didn’t have but I did have satsumas which I think are a more common thing for people to have in their fridge or fruit bowl. For an impulsive guacamole making session like I had, satsumas worked well. Although I do usually have lemons lying around just not on this occasion.

So here you have it my take on the guacamole.

1 serving (just double or triple or quadruple based on how many people it’s for)

You will need:

  • 1 large avocado
  • 6 on the vine cherry toms (or any cherry toms)
  • 1 clove of garlic (or don’t believe me and use 3)
  • tbsp of orange juice (or squeeze a satsuma into your hand like I did)
  • smoked salt (lidl) or any salt – about a tsp
  • pepper (go mad)
  • tsp paprika
  • teeny tiny chopped up red onion
  • sprinkle of pomegranate
  • chilli flakes (dependent on how spicy you like your life)


Mash the avocado with a fork (I like it a little lumpy) then chuck in everything else and mix.  And that’s it!! I served mine on a jacket spud with a loads of vegetables and beans but this would be amazing on nachos or toast or even mixed into pasta or anything else guacamole is used for.


Solo 24 hour run around world heritage site Stone Henge.

The day I ran for 24 hours! I wanted to experience running this far and on my own outside of an event environment.

Since running my first 100 mile race in May I knew that I wanted to do something on my own.  Away from an event environment as I believe I thrive in both environments yet in very different ways and to run on my own for that amount of time was something I felt very drawn too.

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The 5 mile loop around Stone Henge was a route I had ran quite a lot as it is local to me, and every time my heart knew it was where I would carry out my 24 hour run.  I felt more than ready as I had already ran 100 miles in May, and since then a few shorter ultras and a 100k so my conditioning is always there as I stay consistent.  So one day I was on the course with some friends.  I think I ran about 4 laps, so 20 miles and shared my idea on Facebook putting it out into the universe, then I felt a deep feeling of now is the time.  The date set was the 22nd and the 23rd July!

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This was the original route and for the first two laps we (Me and Dave) had the van parked at Wood Henge.  This is quite an isolated spot and meant he didn’t really have much vision except for the grass path that cut across the field.

I set out on this adventure with only time in mind.  I ran my 100 miler in 27 hours so 100 miles wasn’t really something I thought about however the elevation on my 100 mile event was HUGE around 10,000ft in the last 50 miles itself!

My feelings in the run up to this challenge were very different to those of West Country and I think the main reason was because it was no longer a stranger.  I felt very relaxed and more excited than nervous.  The distance is inside me and I know how it feels now.  That feeling only an ultra runner will feel, some call the pain cage!  Most of the time I look forward to this point as I know my mind is stronger than the pain.  I machine through it and the pain becomes a part of me.  It doesn’t make me want to stop or give up because it is all part of taking on such large challenges, and to experience this outside of an event when I could have just said F*^K it I’m going home I felt even more determined!! I no longer fear this pain.

We set of at 7am on the Saturday morning and I had two friends Nat and Eva joined me for my first two laps.  Averaging in at around a 10.30 min mile pace I was in my all day long cage.  Which is where I sat for the first 50-60 miles, and well into the evening. I had a few welcomed slower laps when my parents joined me for a while but as you can see I was pretty comfy.

With having the van appear every 5 miles during the day I wanted to do at least 15 miles before stopping so I went round 3 times and whilst I was on route my gorgeous Dave was at costa drive through getting coffee lol!! So I stopped and just had a Soya Latte and a flap jack in the van as it was raining for most of the day and pretty heavy too!! It was nice having the van there as I got the keep dry on admin stops. We also decided to move the base camp to the track (far left track on the map) This was such a great location as Dave had eyes on the whole of that left hand loop, the route goes around the stones then a short climb onto the high ground along the tree line and back through the field.

Me with my parents around mile 30 behind base camp (the van)

Yes we have matching socks!! :O)

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So that was me, round and round and round and round.  I got asked a few times by randoms if it was boring or what do I think about?  I knew I wouldn’t be bored because I could have been running anywhere, the idea was to run for 24 hours and to learn as much as I could from the experience.  It taught me about being present with myself.  I tried really hard to not look forwards or backwards with regards to miles and just run, like I always do, just in a circle and for 24 hours!  These long runs to me are so symbolic of who I am especially doing them on my own and as I have said before I never feel like quitting or stopping until my task is done!  Running on my own for this length of time I am totally with myself.  Not subconsciously clinging onto anyone else’s pace or energy.

I stopped for lunch at around mile 30 and ate with my parents.  Dave cooked me some pasta and I probably stopped for longer than I would have liked.  And certainly longer than I would have stopped for if it was an event.  But it didn’t matter until the end when I thought DANG if I didn’t stop for as long I would have smashed 100 miles haha!! When I say long it must have been about 45 mins.  But it’s all accumulative! I also stopped for dinner at about 7.30pm and had exactly the same only cold lol!!! Dave was asking if I wanted hot pasta with mushrooms and sauce and whatever else but it literally made my stomach churn lol so just went with the plain cold pasta.

I train on food and always have and I have my periods when I struggle and it’s usually between 11pm and about 3am, this is when my appetite drops, so my usual night-time running drill is to just pop a tailwind into my water and this does me fine.  I also try to eat if I can, smoothies are great for me at night and also orange juice!!! I LOVE orange juice when running.  Luckily this time round I was fine and managed to have a dirty pot noodle at about 2am lol and was also munching on ginger biscuits and fig rolls, another pixie go too.


Night time came, the rain stopped and the sky cleared and it was warm enough to keep my shorts on I just put a long top layer on!! when I say cleared I mean you could see every single star in the sky!! It was amazing.  We shortened the route to the 3 mile loop.

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Dave joined me until my friend Charis arrived at 11.30.  She ran with me until about 3 which was amazing, then Dave carried on until the sun just started coming up then he stopped at the van to get the coffee on hahaha!!! The night-time was so breath taking!!! the fog that lingered was around all night, dipping down into the low ground I literally felt it hit my whole body inside and out, then coming back onto the high ridge the air just warmed instantly it was unreal!!

Stopping and starting wasn’t really an option other than to take a swig of coffee I had in my flask or to have a bite of a fig roll or ginger biscuit.  So stopping for 5 mins was the longest I could take due to getting my legs going again was a lot of come on, come on, let’s go, fuck, ouch……and that’s better lol!!  My body would also become freezing and I would find myself shivering uncontrollably until I got going again then I fine.  Weeing was now “I’m just gonna wee slightly bent down and hope for the best” smelling remotely nice was not even a concern and squatting was not an option but I knew this time would come from remembering the West Country 100 lol!! I don’t know if it’s just me but I was weeing 3-4 times per loop, and each loop was 3 miles during the night, so yeah I was weeing A LOT!! my bowls were busy during the day, I got a few day time laughs emerging from bushes having had a poo!! but they didn’t know I was pooing of course, just me lol!!  another joy of ultra running.  No Neil if your reading this I was weeing when I came out the bushes and spotted you lol (Neil ran around half a loop with me as part of a 25 mile training run he was doing) I have come to the conclusion that it’s toxins! the amount of lactic acid in my body it’s gotta leave from somewhere!

It got to early hours and I was hitting 75 ish miles and knew I could potentially hit 100 miles but just carried on with my pace and I managed to run the whole thing, the whole 24 hours other than admin stops I was running so taking into consideration my stops I know in my head how far I could have went and that was fine this time round as I was running for time.  My night-time pace was around a 11-12 min average with fatigue, limited vision and having ultra zombie legs lol I like my consistency when looking at my day and night splits, and certainly took a lot from the wonderful experience.

The morning came and I finished off the last few laps on my own.  I had two hours left and was on 87 miles and knew I would finish on around 95 miles.  I remember feeling really chilled and happy knowing the 24 hours was coming to an end.  I voice whatsapped Dave and requested a coffee and my flip-flops and kept on plodding until I was done.  Post run I recovered a lot better compared to West Country.  I was back running 4 days after and ran a 35 mile ultra just 2 weeks after.  Shout out to Albion Running and the Mendip Marauder!! GREAT RACE and close to my heart as it was my first 50 mile ultra last year and this year Dave ran the 30 so I helped him out.  That’s for another blog lol!!  I totalled 93 miles on this 24 hour effort xx

If your a stats geek then you can view my effort here! this link will take you to my strava

I am beginning to learn that I am capable of so much more than I sometimes give myself credit for.  Physically, emotionally and academically!  I apply to university this year to study dietetics and I hope they see something special inside of me because I know I will work hard and get that degree!! I see myself graduating all the time, in the same way as I saw myself crossing the finish line on my first 100 mile run!! I have already achieved so much in my mind.  I know exactly where I want to be.  I just need to work bloody hard to get myself there!!


West Country Ultra 100 miler

I knew I wanted to enter this race the very day I completed my first 50 mile race in August 2016 (the men dip marauder) I looked around at other races, but my heart kept returning to this one.  I feel that was a huge part of my journey to feel drawn to a race, it was the part of the beautiful part of the country, having the sea, the energy of the west country, the fresh air, the coastal hills and Exmoor.  A guy I was running with actually called this ultra a “sacred ultra” because not many people know about it and the route is hand crafted by Dave the event organizer. You can just tell each Albion running event has the heart of an ultra runner inside of it, every fine detail is there! I would call it a self navigation ultra although the route is marked up!  a gpx files is available, I would still go in with the right navigation kit, crew and be as prepared as you possibly can.  I think that’s what ultra running is all about! finding your way.

So this is me at the start looking all fresh and everything, and that is my eldest daughter Phoebe I think was more nervous than me!! her mummy running 100 miles must be like running to the moon and back for a 10-year-old!! My mum was about to plat my hair (even planned the hair lol) I had fire in my soul and all I could see was the first mile.  It’s all I could allow myself to see at that point, I had visualized the whole thing. I knew what I needed to do. In fact Dave’s parents said to me “we will see you at Lynmouth” (mile 70ish) and I thought yes you will!! And I’ll save that story for in a little while……..

So I headed to the start line by the River Parrett in Taunton, where I met my amazing crew!! Tash and Tony!! They were like my guardian angels for the run, the faces of hope and encouragement.

I did end up on the wrong bit of the river lol, slightly down from the start, I stood there with some others thinking where the heck is everyone lol!! Heard a huge GOOOOO!! and everyone came charging round the corner.  We just joined the herd of crazy ultra people and off I went.  Getting to mile one with some guy singing 99 red balloons lol  To be fair I was in complete shock at how fast the from lot went off!! Like in serious shock. Remembering some wise words from a few dear friends, I stuck at the rear, I was about 3rd from the rear for a while, then slowly as the day went on I met with others, and it was a bit like a bat and ball game but I made sure I ran with my own spirit no one else’s, I made very sure I didn’t cling to anyone else’s pace and stuck with my own strategy and my own pacing.

The 100 mile race runs alongside two 50 miles races. So the ultra flat and the ultra hilly, meaning the first 50 were flat, around 2000ft elevation and the second 50 were hilly around 10,000ft elevation. This meant that the speedy 50 mile runners who set off 30 mins after us caught up by check point 1! 50 miles to me once felt like such a long way, so having these runners go by knowing their end point was my half way point was quite an amazing overwhelming feeling.  50 miles was also my longest run so anything over 50 was new territory for me! although it never scared me.

The first checkpoint came and went pretty quick. I couldn’t believe how quick the miles were tapping away! Greeted by my crew, parents and Phoebe. I grabbed a jam wrap and off I went, most people were just trotting through this first checkpoint.  The lady in the green behind me ran the same long journey, who knew at this point we would be hugging each other at the end! We ran bits together but knew we were in on it alone despite the short sections together.


Check point one came and went, so far the weather had been kind! To be fair I can’t grumble at the weather over the whole thing it was spot on for my taste, even the heavy downpours were character building stuff lol.

The River Parrett was mega!!! A huge wide river we followed all the way up to the sea.   Very mixed terrain, some tow path, some grass tracks, few nettle bits but defo not your usual river running.  A friend met me at about mile 19 and followed along on his mountain bike to check point 2 IMG-20170520-WA0006

From check point two my dad joined me for 12 miles which was so nice. I loved running with my dad we have very similar souls, he ran beside me and was just present.  I was also greeted by my brother, sister-in-law and niece, who tagged along to further check points.  It was so nice seeing them all there to support me!! I love my family so much.  Always there.  Tash and Tony sorted my water out, I packed some snacks and off I went again with my Dad.

The split second we hit the coast line to rain went “WHY HEELLOOOOO CRAZY WEIRDO ULTRA RUNNERS! TAKE THAT!! AND THAT!! AND A BIT OF THAT!! hahaha  I train in all weathers and had the kit so it wasn’t a problem. I smile in the face of the elements lol Eventually you kinda forget its raining!! or is that just me?? lol

My dad left me at about mile 42 I think. By this point I was beginning to get the usual feelings in my body most ultra runners experience, that dull weird satisfying feeling that lets you know you are running an ultra!  It was nothing compared to later on lol!! My vision was to get to mile 50 feeling strong and capable and that’s what I did! arriving at Dunster beach around mile 49 I had a good feed knowing the half way point was just down the sea front. I ate at Dunster and my parents headed to Bossingdon to meet my pacer Nicholas.  When I say eat I had a vegan pot noodle!! haha It was bloody laaarvly!! and coffee and some crisps and some other stuff lol!!


There were posh toilets at Dunster Beach so did my thing had a wee and carried on! I also got to see some very emotional 50 mile runners storm through Dunster.  The elation in their faces knowing they were nearly done, a feeling I could totally relate too!!  Having a loo at Dunster didn’t do much for my bladder!! My bladder was not my friend lol running down Minehead sea front with people here there and bloody everywhere! I had to make the ultimate sacrifice and just wee myself hahaha I got to the pub, met my crew, announced to everyone I weed my self, then went and got changed hahaha #noshame.  It’s all part of it isn’t it? baha

I saw Nicholas at Minehead (the face of kindness) gave him a huge massive squish and he jumped in with my crew to the 60 mile checkpoint at Bossingdon. The stretch from Minehead to Bossingdon was a bit of a laugh! In my head anyway!  Talking to myself a lot! Singing and feeling the sun doing on my body was incredible. This part of the race was what I had been waiting for all day, the hills, the tiredness, the darkness, the pain!! The unknown, I was just totally drawn to it.  My whole body embraced it!! Not one negative thought went through my head!  Even the descent from the top of the coastal path down the cliff!! I resorted to going down backwards lol  It took the pressure off my toes and quads! It took a while but was so much easier than going down forwards! It was so so steep.  I would have prefered to go up it tbh.


Hitting Bossingdon checkpoint was officially my longest run (60ish miles)!! I was greeted by more family!! Woohoo felt great, had no idea they were going to be there so it was amazing lol. I changed into my night-time running kit, got my head torch packed, squared away some food and away we went with Nick, my pacer!!  as soon as I booked this race, there was not any other person I even considered asking!! Ultra running is something that only other ultra runners can relate too! for me to run with someone over that distance they needed to know me! They need to know my temperaments, my personality and they need to know how I run, and ultimately I needed to have a connection with them.

The unknown didn’t scare me, I embraced it!

The next stretch was probably my favorite part of the run.  Experiencing the day ending and the night beginning and the hills really kicked in!! I mean coastal climbs up through forests, I kept up a good pace and even went by a good few people.

So admin alert!! Learn your kit….I had serious serious tantrums around my head torch!! It was a borrowed one that was like 500 lumens.  It should have lasted the whole night if I didn’t have it on ‘can you see me from space setting’ so 2 hours into the night it started to flash, like I was at an effing rave! then dim! and then die! Yes I shouted and had a strop lol!! Luckily Nick had a handheld, and god knows what was going through his head!! luckily he knows me pretty well and was probably giggling to himself. I used the handheld for the whole night!! Really easy to use, and actually gave me more visual on the ground and wasn’t a problem to carry.  So important note! Have spare kit! Your kit is your lifeline, it can of fail you.

So coming into Lynmouth I blasted past 2 people.  I said to Nick to message Tash and Tony to get me some hot food on and a coffee ready for the very early hours of the morning section. The next section was probably between midnight and 3am.  I ran in, called my number, found the car, sat down, took my shoes off ready to put my Hoka on and yes I fainted!!! Hahaha in all seriousness it came out of bloody nowhere, I came over all sick, eyes shutting tight, swaying about, nearly pooed myself, and that was me, gone for a few mins lol I woke up with everyone around me. Straight away asked for coke and sweets,  I drank about 4 cups of coke, a plate of watermelon and took some sweets with me.  I put my warm coat on as I came over really cold, everyone seemed really concerned but pretty much as soon as I came round I began to perk up.  It didn’t take long and I was on my way again!!  It took my legs a while to remember they are meant to be moving forwards! I think they were going “what the F&*k I thought we were done” lol It actually turns out post run that I had a very very nasty bite on my ankle, and it happened prior to getting to Lynmouth, my ankle was sore getting into that checkpoint but stopped hurting around mile 90 so knew it wasn’t an injury.  It wasn’t until I had some piriton a few days later that reduced the swelling. I realized it was a nasty bite, hence the sore ankle and fainting.

Between Lynmouth and county gate car park check point I was still a bit wobbly from my little episode and it’s only speaking to Nick after that I realized the care he had to take around me! Apparently I was very wobbly and a few occasions he had to guide me away from the edge of the drop down to a rough running river.  I do remember him shouting to me to stay to the right!!  All I had in my head was one foot in front of the other.  The pain I was feeling was there yes, I knew it would come, and it had to be my friend.  It was one of the reasons for doing it.  Getting to county gate felt amazing because it was very much a really thin track that leads up to the car park! Tracks you couldn’t afford to have a wobble on!

After county gate we opened up onto Exmoor with a 12 mile stretch to Webber’s post, with Porlock to go down and round and of course back up! Probably the longest stretch and I knew it was going to be long.  However I tried really hard to maintain in my mind a mile, then another mile, then another mile, and not use the check points as a way mark in my mind. Nick said to me the check points aren’t the end, you still have to keep going, so this just held strong and made the distance between check points a lot easier.

This was also when my bladder decided to give up on me every half an hour or less.  I had to be really vigilant with my fluid and make sure I was drinking, just due to how much I was weeing.   It was rather comical looking back and defo added over an hour onto my run time hahaha!!!! I think Nick suffered more than me!! He did laugh.  By this point where I went was not a factor! I needed to go I went! I think I even went in front of some farm-house.  I wasn’t really thinking straight by this point and didn’t really care.  I also went from squatting, to weeing almost standing up and as I approached the 90 mile plus distance it was a case of my aim going out the window too bahahaha!!!!

The sun reappeared as well!! how freeking amazing is that!! OMG I had been running for a whole 24 hours!! how amazing is that…….


Picture above!! I think the picture gives you a pretty good idea of my state of mind! lol  I laughed so much when I saw this picture.  I look so funny!! I still remember exactly how I felt to haha Nick did a few admin bits a Webbers Post checkpoint! food was no option for me by this point!! I had tailwind in my pack I think lol and also drank some coke!! (PS I had not drunk coke in like 4 years prior to this race!! that’s how out of it I was!! I hate the stuff) It was all I wanted haha coke and coffee…..It’s fine…..It’s all I need I thought haha!! This check point was about mile 92!! Up to this moment, despite how exhausted my body must have been I didn’t feel tired once.  Not one negative thought went through my head.  Quitting wasn’t even an option and neither was stopping!  I just machined on and embraced every moment.

After leaving Webbers Post the emotions and tiredness kicked in! I had been running for about 25 hours I think.  I knew we had Dunkery Beacon to go up over and back down and the terrain was far from pleasant! It was by far the hardest bit of the race.  I literally had to rely on my soul to carry me because my body was suffering!! the rubble and boulders and uneven ground was too much.  I kept tripping over rocks which was so frustrating.  I knew how close I was to the finish line yet I was in such denial.  All I needed from Nick at this moment was reassurance I was doing well.  I just remember saying “am I doing well” over and over again! his calm voice and replies was enough.  On the way up to the beacon I had my first meltdown! I just stopped and cried so so so hard.  It was almost childlike.  The emotions of running for so long and knowing I was so close to the end, the terrain, and feelings of elation coming were too much.  I brushed myself off though and carried on my way.

The thought of seeing my parents and Phoebe at the cricket Pavillion started me off again, as they left me at Bossingdon checkpoint, so I hadn’t seen them all night. I ran into that last checkpoint and cried to my mum.  I said “that was so so so hard mum!!” also by this point the styles had appeared!! so many of them, and climbing over them was just horrific.

I knew in my mind I wanted to finish in under 28 hours, so Nick hurried me along.  We had probably the biggest climb! or that is what it felt like anyway, and also about another million styles all in the space of 5k.   He literally had to pull me up the top of some of the climbs because they were so steep.

We hit the top and it leveled out.  I started running again.  OMG my legs and my body!! luckily for me the fire that was burning at the start was still going so I ran and ran and ran until I got the finish line.  I saw my mum and Phoebe and knew I was so so close!! I had visualized this moment in my mind for almost a year.  I knew I would get there.  I had absolutely no doubt in my mind that  I would make it!! And I did!! in 27 hours and 10 minutes and I came 8th overall and 3rd female.  I literally couldn’t believe it and the feeling will never ever leave me.  My bar has moved!! Once the thought of running 100 miles was only for super heroes, not me!!

What got me there was my consistency and my drive.  My want and need to be on my own, the choices I have made in the last 4 years and following my heart.  This journey had always been inside me.  I was destined to run this race!

Never ever doubt your ability to achieve great things!! let the fire inside you burn so strong that quitting and not achieving something aren’t even a option. 

My amazing dad recorded the finish line for me!! he really captured the whole thing.  Click here and enjoy the moment

Best Vegan Banana Bread Recipe!

(flour free – oil free – sugar free – dairy free – gluten free – vegan)

I cannot take all the credit for this awesome recipe, however I did tweak ever so slightly on just a few things, and will talk you through exactly how I made this awesome, wonderful, amazing banana loaf!

So first of all you will need to gather together all of your ingredients:

  • 3 Ripe bananas
  • 2 Cups of oats (normal or gluten-free or whatever oats you prefer to use or pre made oat flour)
  • 12 Big juicy pitted medajool dates (I use the tesco organic ones you find in the fruit and veg section, usually with all the nuts)
  • 1/2 cup of non dairy milk (I used rice milk)
  • 2 tbsp of flaxseed or chia seeds (I used flax)\
  • 1 tbsp apple cider vinegar
  • Cinnamon (kinda just poured a load in, maybe 2 tsp)
  • Mixed spices (same as above)
  • 1 tsp baking powder
  • 1 tsp baking soda
  • A loaf tin
  • OPTIONAL – Raisins, dark chocolate chips, crushed nuts.

PRE HEAT YOUR OVEN TO 150! (Make sure you bake this on a lower heat and for a longer time than it says on the original recipe, which I have linked at the bottom of the post)

First of all: Take your flax seeds and mix them with 6 tbsp of cold water and set to one side.

Then – Take your oats and grind them up in a food processor or blender, or use the nutribullet milling blade.  Once you have done that it is important that you sieve the oats, seive them as much as you can and you will be left with some gritty bits.  Just chuck them away or feed them to the birds (tweet tweet) :O) It does take a little while but I feel it is quite an important part for creating the end result.

Add the other dry ingredients – spices, baking soda, baking powder and mix.

Next step – Take your blender.  I use a Magimix food blender.  Add the banana, the dates, milk, flaxseed/water mixture, apple cider, and blend until smoooooooooth.

Then all you need to do is combine the dry, the wet and mix well.  I used a wooden spoon and allowed air to get into the batter.  From here add crushed nuts or dark chocolate chips or dried fruit.



The mixture is quite a thick batter, you will not be able to just pour the mixture into the tin, you will have to use a spoon, so you are not looking for a really runny consistency.


Then all you need to do is stick it in the oven.  I do not have a fan oven.  I baked it on around 150 for 50 minutes, then I checked it and re set the timer for another 20 minutes, checking it periodically.  You will know when it is done because a knife will come out clean and the top goes really crispy and brown.


Leave to cool – or if you are like me, don’t leave to cool!! because it smells to freeking nice, I just couldn’t.  It was straight out the tin and into my mouth.  P.S  This loaf cut perfect the next day when it was totally cool, it wasnt sticky or under cooked.

Perfect tea loaf, or breakfast loaf, or whatever time of day loaf :O)



Thank You!










How do you find the time?

The concept of time is made up by Man to make sense of the world around him. Without Man, the universe will proceed with or without structured Time. It is man that came up with the concept of a Day, who then proceeded to divide that into hours, mins and seconds.
I quite often get asked how I find time to eat the way I do. To which I don’t really understand, people find time to eat whatever they eat, it all comes down to a matter of choice and what we choose to eat. My meals take no longer to make if not are considerably quicker to make than any other meal.
Food is our life source it is something we have to do to survive and be healthy. We must prioritize in other ways and make time for the things we do around eating. I don’t feel like eating and making food is something I need to make time for because it is a part of my day.
A lot of this is habit, and creating a lifestyle that is sustainable and simple. Don’t complicate your mind with breakfast, lunch and dinner, or eating after a certain time, or eating too many carbs or not enough protein, or feeling like you must have breakfast ect. Eat food! get up in the morning and eat once your are hungry and make it a meal that will give you energy, even if its oats in a tub that you take to work with you and eat at your desk of on the go or just a large selection of fruit, and eliminate the things you know you aren’t good for you, because most people are aware of the initial things they need to stop or change.
Look at how you do your food shopping and the things you choose to buy each week, this may need to change for you to start creating change in your life around nutrition. It literally takes 10 minutes to chuck a huge salad together with avocado and beans or tofu and some brown rice pasta. It takes 2 seconds to stick a jacket potato in the oven and set a timer and let it cook, use 10 minutes to prepare a nutrient dense salad to have with it and when it’s cooked chuck in some mixed beans or mashed avocado. The muesli in the picture below took me about 60 seconds to make and it is nourishing and full of goodness and energy.  Whatever shifts you work or hours you work, however big your family is or how manic your life is it all boils down to choice.  An apple or a kitkat.  Jacket potato or oven chips.  Grapes or skittles.  Microwave meal or wholemeal pasta with veg (both of these probably take the same amount of time to make, one just being far more healthy)
If you are overweight or unhappy with your nutrition, then  keep a food diary of everything you eat and see how you are finding time to eat the things you do eat.   Doing this will give you perspective.
To change we have to be open-minded and invite new things and ideas into our life with open arms and embrace it. We have to take responsibility for our own choices even amongst having a family, a husband or kids.  We can’t always expect them to take on board the changes you want to create so we need to adapt our mind.
You want to create something sustainable and ongoing, something that can slowly evolve into a new normal.

Avonara (like carbonara just with avocado)

I am just going to keep it really short and sweet!!

I just absolutely love this meal, it is so easy and quick to make, and should be a go to recipe if you have a really busy lifestyle, with limited time in the kitchen.

You will need:

  • 1 Avocado
  • 1.5 Cup of rice milk (plus more)
  • 1.5 cup of cashew nuts
  • Paprika
  • Garlic powder
  • A punnet of mushrooms
  • Pasta of choice (In this recipe I used the one below)


There are many variations of this sauce that I have made.  If I had nutritional yeast I would have added some as well but I didn’t have any, however it was perfect just like this.  You can also wilt spinach into the mushrooms as they are cooking.


Put a pan of water on the boil ready to add the pasta, and this can be cooking whilst you cook the mushrooms and make the sauce.

For the sauce put all the avocado, nuts and milk into a high-speed blender, along with the garlic powder, paprika and some pepper.  Begin blending then add more milk slowly until you get a sauce consistency that you can easily pour out.


Cook the mushrooms in a pan, I usually use a small amount of water rather than oil, but cook them how you prefer.  Use a lot of mushrooms as they are the foundation of the dish.

Once the mushrooms are cooked you can then add the pasta which should be cooked by this point, then add the sauce and stir and heat through.

Serve with cherry tomatoes, or a warm whole grain baguette. (or both)


Tip:  You can even sprinkle with vegan parmesan cheese or some kind of other vegan cheese.

Banana and Muesli Cookies (vegan)

I love creating recipes by using the natural sweetness in fruit and grains.   I was in the car today and got the urge to make some cookies, but something slightly different to the usual banana foundation/base.  I wanted to add a little fat as well so I can use them for long runs as  a fuel source.  I usually make bars and add some kind of nut butter to them, so these are pretty similar.

I also wanted to add apple to make them extra sweet, as I knew the apple would caramelize and make them a little crispy on the edges as they cooked.

So for the prep I headed to Tesco and brought some ripe bananas (reduced to 58p as they were extra ripe – doesn’t beat Asda though, I got loads for 18p in there last week lol)  I also got a bag of cashew nuts, two jars of apple baby food ( Hipp Organic) as I was being lazy lol! definitely make your own, it’s so easy to stew up some apples and puree them.   I was also on the look out for some no added sugar muesli which in my own experience is usually really hard to come by, or it is sweetened with honey, which I don’t eat! However Quaker seem to have upped their game a little bit and I managed to get some, which you can see below:  I will look forward to having this for breakfast too with some rice milk and frozen fruit.

That was all I needed to buy so headed home and got too it.  I kinda just chucked it as per usual but kept an eye on measurements this time so I could blog it, as I had good thoughts about this one lol!


The ingredients are:

  • 3 Ripe bananas
  • 2 small jars of just apple (Hipp Organic) baby food
  • 1 cup of cashew nuts
  • 2.5 cups of muesli
  • half a cup of ground up oats
  • half a cup of dried fruit. I used raisins and some diced dates
  • cinnamon to taste.  I used about 2 teaspoons


Pre heat the oven to 160 (mine isn’t a fan oven so may vary)

Put the banana, nuts and apple jars (not the actual jars, just their content haha) into a high speed blender and blend until smooooooooooth.  It will literally go like a thick pancake batter.

Pour the batter into a large bowl.

Add the muesli and ground oats, cinnamon and dried fruit and mix together with a wooden spoon, or metal spoon or any spoon you like :O)




Then simple mould the cookie to whatever size you like.  I used an 1/8 cup to scoop out the mixture onto the tray.


Then just wack in the oven and cook for 20 minutes – you can vary this depending on how you like them.  Longer for extra crispy, or less time for a gooeyer cookie.

Use variation as well, so add dark chocholate chips if you like, or use a different dried fruit, or no dried fruit, or extra walnuts.

ENJOY!  Please share your feedback on my social media if you decide to make them.  Feel free to friend me or follow my AimHigh-BeStrong page – Both links are below.










My Christmas!

The Christmas period for me usually starts at the beginning of November.  I am usually one of those first people on Facebook to have my Christmas tree up, with comments under saying “too early” ect ect!  However to me it isn’t, so it is just opinions.  Christmas for me growing up and even now in my 30’s has always been a magical special time of year.  It has never been any different, santa has always been real (It’s just nice to pretend he’s real) it all adds to the magic.  I don’t think my parents ever told me he wasn’t real either, you just learn as you grow and I don’t think any adult has the right to tell a child any different.

The approach I take with Phoebe as she is now getting older is exactly the same.  She has friends at school who say he isn’t real, and she comes home and tells me the things they say, yet she believes in something, and I think she always will, as I do.  I teach her that Santa is as real as you make him out to be.  He is a symbol, a figure or happiness and joy for a lot of people, he brings people together and gives people hope.  I explain this to her and ask her if that symbol wasn’t there what would we have?  So in our eyes he is real.

From a lifestyle view-point these days, in my mind nothing changes.  Yet I still carry the same enjoyment and excitement for Xmas.  A huge part of this growing up used to be the food, and the chocolates and general “Xmas food”  Obviously now being plant-based a lot of those traditions like turkey and ham and cheese, pigs in blankets! (which to me just sounds wrong now lol!)  are no longer a part of my life.  In place of these are a whole abundance of fruit, roasted veg, nuts, seeds and dark chocolate.  I might even branch out and go and get some more hand-made artisan vegan cheese from Asparagasm.  It is a little shop and cafe about 40 miles from my house, but will be totally worth the drive.  I brought some at the Wiltshire vegan fayre and saw my way through it over a month and a bit, it was so nice just spread on some linseed toast or added to a salad.  Not something I would usually buy, but when you come across these amazing handmade foods you just have to sample to work that goes into making them.

I will also no doubt enjoy some booja-booja truffles!! I think they come out once a year at Xmas, santa usually brings me some but who knows, he might not this year and they are too expensive to just buy for the hell of it!  If he does I will be having a few with a coffee in the evening! they are so delicious.  The ingredients aren’t too shabby either!

I have done a little bit of Xmas baking this year, I have made shortbread and gingerbread men and some chocolate orange brownies.  I enjoy doing this around Xmas, yet I made them this year as gifts for my kids teachers and friends.  I kept a few here as my girls really enjoyed the shortbread stars, so they have had some of those.  I may even make some more for over the xmas period.

This year we are all gathering at my parents as usual, however they are in the process of moving into a new build house, which isn’t built until next June.  So they currently live on a farm in a little cottage and it is perfect!! huge kitchen with a huge table, cosy fire and wooden floors.  It is like it is meant to be really for this year, the little place certainly has its place at the moment!! Every Xmas our family looks different in one way or another, different faces (old partners ect) and situations.  It just demonstrates how much happens in a year, how much we all go through, to still come together each year and it all be OK.  So this year with it only being my youngest brother in a marriage it’s just our little family and my gorgeous sister-in-law and niece and this makes me happy. I feel different this year, it feels even more special.

So we will all bundle round there on Christmas Eve and the festivities will start.  The run up to Christmas for me doesn’t really change apart from being overly excited lol.  I don’t have work parties or any party’s or anything like that which kind of suits me. I just carry on as normal, and to me this is fine.  I know people do enjoy that aspect of Christmas very much. I enjoy the Christmas energy, I do my shopping and visit Xmas markets, I even managed to get myself a vegan german sausage at the Winchester Xmas market which was nice, however the buns were brioche buns so just had the sausage lol!!!  My nutrition doesn’t change, or should I say my mind doesn’t change either, alcohol is never an issue for me as I don’t drink.  My life just carries on, I don’t feel like I need to juice or detox or slim down or start again in January, and this is my 3rd year of feeling this way, and it is such an amazing free feeling.  I don’t stuff myself silly or over indulge just because I don’t like to do that anymore, I don’t like the feeling it gives me.  I may eat the odd mince-pie or Bendicks over Christmas day and boxing day but not to the indulgent extent, oh and my mum has managed to find a vegan Christmas pudding, so will have this after my dinner :O) It is so wonderful that even the oldest traditions are still available being plant based.

I wonder how many people right now are preparing to start again in January? I always wonder, start what? Joining the gym or taking up running.  Talk about a vicious yearly circle, and one I wanted to see the end of.  However it has taken me a whole lot of work to see life differently, and it is difficult for me to explain it.  I guess it is just generally how I see the world and nutrition and how I see myself, and most of all the choices I make.

So Christmas dinner you might ask?  As a family we are having THIS!!!!! With my brother being the only meat-eater, my mum has ordered a small turkey that my brother will cook and the rest of us will have a mushroom Wellington, with all the trimmings, sprouts and roast potatoes, parsnips and carrots and some vegan stuffing.  I was going to make some vegan yorshires which I have posted at the bottom of the blog with the other recipes, but can’t find garam flour anywhere, so if anyone knows where I can get some comment below and let me know? I was going to try and make them without all the oil in the tin as well!  I will also make the wellington minus all the oil they use in the recipe.

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Here are some of my meals on the lead up to Christmas.  The sandwhich was just amazing, it was from The Green Rocket Cafe in bath – The jacket potatoe was filled with a tomato sauce I made, just using passata, herbs, extra basil and paprika and pepper.  Then added lentils, quinoa and red rice.  Then this morning I had breakfast at Rivo Lounge in Chippenham with Phoebe, their vegan breakfast was just what I needed before finishing off Phoebe’s Christmas shopping.

Then we move onto my joy – I don’t like calling it training or exercise because it is just a natural part of my life.  Kind of training my mind and just seeing it as movement as I don’t run for weight loss or diet, I don’t think anyone needs to move for weight loss or diet, just find something you enjoy doing and do that, finding something you enjoy doing is they key to consistency and success.  Then just make the right food choices, work on changing your thought processes around how you choose to nourish your body.  You are looking for something sustainable.  Doing one to make the other work is not the way it needs to be done.

So this week I have covered 40 miles over 4 days and 20 of those with my daughter on her bike.  I won’t run on Christmas day, but probably get one in on Boxing day and even Xmas eve if my dad lets me haha, we may be a little too busy for me to go off gallivanting!!  Then on the 30th I am doing a 54 mile social ultra which I am SO excited about.  It is basically a double Gordano Round leaving at midnight!  It is the most beautiful route, and will be my first proper run through the night, so I am looking forward to how my body responds to the enhanced senses and generally being awake when I am usually asleep!  I have a pretty good idea of how it will feel when I look back on my army days and being out on exercise for weeks with very little sleep!!  All I know is it is going to be fun.

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Below are some of the recipes I have made this year, the shortbread recipe is my favourite because it’s so simple and you can even buy a nice mincemeat or make your own and sandwich it in the middle of the shortbread then pop in the oven.  You could also use it as a pie crust and make a sweet apple pie with cinnamon and raisins.

For starter on Christmas day I think I am going for Tofu with a small side salad, maybe a little home-made vegan marie rose sauce.


Gingerbread http://wallflowerkitchen.com/gingerbread-advent-cookies-vegan/

Mushroom Wellingtonhttps://www.facebook.com/boshtv/videos/1161685957243236/

Chocolate Orange Brownies ( I just added the juice from half an orange and its zest to the batter) – http://creativeandhealthyfunfood.com/amazing-flourless-sweet-potato-healthy-brownies/

Another thing I wanted to share, which I am not making but you might enjoy are vegan yorkshire puddings – Really easy recipe here if you can get hold of garam flour – https://www.facebook.com/Homemadebyyou/videos/829453370529181/

If you are thinking of moving away from meat and dairy, why not use January to make a start.  Sign up to Veganuary -You can access information via the link below.  You can also contact me as well if you would like any help or advice or general information around the nutritional – environmental or ethical aspect of veganism.  I am happy to help where I can.

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To my children I am perfect!

Do all mum’s cope all the time doing this on their own? Do all mums feel the way I feel doing this on their own? All I ever see is a window on social media of single mums coping, and the same goes for people looking in my window, all they see a strong women who is living her dreams, and that she is coping.

I wonder if they ever think, how is she coping? what is she doing that I am not? or, her kids must be really well-behaved, every post she posts on Facebook tells me she is coping and has the perfect children, and her life just looks so perfect, or that I am perfect!

I am just going to fill you in with a little honest secret today!  Being a single mum is the absolute most hardest thing I do, some may beg to differ, yet I hope other mums will relate to me when I express how difficult it actually is.  I am not perfect in any way, I shout and lose my temper, I am impatient and impulsive and I find it hard.

Becoming a single mum for me was the beginning of my new beginning.  A choice I made that allowed me to progress on with my life in a way that I wanted to, to be able to grow myself in the ways I wanted to and to be the kind of mum that I wanted to be.  In the midst of doing the things I want to do, like studying, running, being in nature and helping other people reach their own health goals. I am a mum, and sometimes I feel like a failing mum.  A mum with no patience or tolerance.  A mum who sometimes just wants to run away and hide!!  It sometimes feels like a vicious circle because I do the things I do for myself and for my girls, yet I have no time to refuel my heart with the patience and tolerance that they need. I do it because I love them so much, yet sometimes I forget to tell them, and I want them to see me succeed, yet them being so young they probably don’t even care right now, they just want their mummy.  I want them to have a healthy mum who is achieving things, and I want to be a good role model for them, yet they will always adore me and love me whatever I do.

All I ever think about is giving them a future that they deserve, a house of our own and me bringing in a wage that I can support us on, rather than living off the benefit system, or thinking a man will come along one day and alleviate some of the pressure, because maybe he wont.

If you choose to work then everything you earn goes straight to a childcare provider, so I have ended up in a full-time job getting Phoebe out of bed at 5am to get her to a child minder for them to take her to school, and pick her up then getting paid and pretty much giving all that money to the child minder, for me to never see her and not actually be getting anywhere with my life.  Yes single mums get help  with benefits yet that is most of the battle! I don’t want to spend the rest of my life just working a job I don’t want to be in because that’s what the government expects me to do.  So I left work and started to use the time I was using to work to learn and grow my own business, which is a very slow process, however requires consistency and time.  Which in the long run will be the key to get me out of this situation I find myself in, and away from the benefit system.  The more I rely on it and work with it the longer I will be inside of it for. For now I need to use it to get me by, be thankful for the small income I have, whilst behind my door work hard to become self-sufficient. I want my kids to see me in that graduation gown! a simple byproduct of hard work and determination.  Not an end point!

It is so so so lonely, for me anyway, yes I feel lonely a lot.  Just to have someone to make dinner, or bath the kids, or be here so I can go shopping on my own, or someone to get up in the morning with the kids so I can lay in (yet to be fair I never had this when I was married anyway) it was more like an elbow in the back when the baby cried in the night and an expectation that I should be coping because I don’t do anything other than be a mum and he’s out all day working blah blah blah!  In a way this was so much harder!  I get jealous of the mums who have a supportive caring partner because I never have, and I assume there are others out there who do not either, yet it was one of the main reasons why I left!

Just having someone to drown out the constant talking or crying or moaning or screaming or laughing or shouting or wanting and needing.  That by the time bed time comes I sit in the quiet on my own and turn to my friends inside my laptop, on social media.  I do have real friends, I have friends who I grew up with and good friends I have met on Facebook who are huge parts of my life, yet I find myself never making time to see them or do anything with them because I get so overwhelmed with things I need to do to create this wonderful life for my kids and myself that all the spare time I do get, I just want to run or curl up and sleep or go to Glastonbury or do something that I want to do, which to most probably comes accross as selfish or that I just don’t care or want to try.  That is not how it is, and sometimes I wish all these people could see in my mind and the amount of times I think of them.

So inside of the loneliness and sometimes having this urge to be around people a bigger part of me just wants to be on my own a lot of the time and isolate myself.  Sometimes I sit on my own in the evening and think how nice it would be for my door to go and it be a friend, then another part of me just wants to  study or blog or listen to podcasts!!

It takes my family to contact me and give me perspective, I am lucky because I have that, I have my parents to say Rachael you are burnt out emotionally, and to know that all I need to do is acknowledge that fact and realize that it is OK to feel the way I feel.

Unless you realise the strain and the stress and the pressure you put on yourself being a single mum it is very easy to slip into thinking that there is something wrong with you when you are not coping, this is something I have been told in the last week and it was this bit of information that made me cry, because a lot of the time I do feel like I am not coping and that I am failing at everything, because something doesn’t go right I try to blame it on something else, then think if I could do this I would feel better.  When really all I need to do is accept and acknowledge that the job I do every day being a single mum is worth that feeling and that I am allowed to feel that way, and that it doesn’t mean there is anything wrong with me, or that im depressed or that I need a doctor.  I just need to rest my mind of all the pressure and take every day as a day to move forwards, and know that I am doing all I can at this present moment in time to get to where I am going.  I need to stop seeing an end point, a finish line, I need to stop seeing a perfect life because in reality I already have that right now, today.  I will always be moving forwards and progressing, there will always be something else to aim for.

This here was a moment I went into my bedroom to just be on my own for 5 minutes, swiftly being followed and being jumped on!!  Sometimes I might shout and tell them to get off me, when all they want to do is play with me.  I shared this on Facebook.  People didn’t see what I was feeling!

So you may be reading this now thinking, oh my, I thought she coped I thought she was OK and I thought she was happy.  Not realising that in fact you are right.  The moments I share on Facebook are real moments, they are happiness and perfection.  They are my beautiful children and my food lol! they are my running posts , or nature or pics of me studying.  That is all very real, and it is my happiness and it is my life. Yet I just wanted to share with everyone that I am not like that 100% of the time and I do struggle and I do feel like i’m failing sometimes, and I do go through periods of time that I just want to stand on a mountain and scream, and that I do long for a man who adores me and my children.  I recognise that sometimes I need to give myself a break emotionally and know that I am doing my best!! I recognise that I am a perfect mum to my girls, and I must not allow myself to get so consumed in the bigger picture, because it only leads to me loosing myself, and my girls suffer the blow.




What Works?

Almost every single person I come across are seeking a diet “that works” and the only reason why I am writing about this is because I used to search for a diet that worked as well, and now I don’t. So maybe when you tell someone you are on a diet, maybe the response should be “a diet of what?”


I feel like I have been in a lot of people shoes and I have experimented on my own body with high this and low that. This many calories and that many calories, that I know how it feels!!! Yes! It’s bloody tiring I know!  I have weighed out my food, carrots and potatoes and even put one carrot back to make the amount exact because I thought something would happen if I ate “over” on a specific food group.

I can’t even remember when the transition happened, all I know is that it has been a slow transition over the period of about 3 years, maybe a little more.  My interest in nutrition and health has just grown and grown right from the start of my journey.

One of the major aspects for me was how people are healing themselves from Cancer and heart disease and other diseases by eating a whole foods plant-based diet, cutting out animal products, eating for health and longevity and reversing diseases.  Nearly all disease is brought on by poor dietary choices, so to me it is only common sense that they can also be reversed by dietary choices.  Please take some time to watch the video in this link, it will give you an insight into what I see.  It is the reason why I am venturing into nutritional medicine because I want to help the ones who want to be helped, and it can be a lot easier than we are led to believe.

The biggest transition for me was the volume of fruit and veg, grains and beans I started eating that kind of replaced the other food I was eating before and I found myself actually feeling “satisfied” and when I say satisfied I mean my body was getting exactly what it needed from the food I was eating.  I make huge green salads and struggle to finish them.

I was talking with a client last night about this, and literally sat there and thought “what do omnivore’s eat?”  Because I know for me before going plant-based my diet hugely lacked any source of fibre, vitamins and minerals.  Fruit and veg rarely went into my trolley and if it did it would go mouldy in my fridge! I guess I used to eat a lot of processed food as well as meat dairy and eggs.  They would dominate my plate.


This is a way of life and I feel for most it’s a struggle or it’s restrictive, or it’s too complicated! But it is a way of life I have had as a goal, to me it is just food, it hasn’t come overnight and I have invested my whole self into changing.  Not just in what I eat but in who I choose to be around, what I choose to do as a job, how I choose to move.

You can ignore the ‘vegan’ or ‘vegetarian’ aspect of why I choose to eat this way because for me health overrides any of the other reasons, and for me it is difficult and painful to see how much people abuse their body to get to their “Goal Weight”

People are obsessed with what they eat!  everyone has different ethical views, different bias, different opinions and views on what health is, what health looks like.  Most like the idea of moderation, yet is it effective for weight loss?  Moderation can be seen as holding onto habits that really need to be said goodbye too, demons that will eventually come back and bite you in the bum.

Keeping your previous needs topped up whilst trying to create change, some may call it a vicious circle!  You might be better just creating new choices around the moderation, scrap the moderation and make the changes you actually need to make, to be where you want to be on a long-term basis, rather than having a goal weight as a finish line, then putting it all back on again, which in most cases is what happens.

When you see food as “food” so one ingredient item, whole foods.  Nothing added, no added sugar, just natural sugar already inside the fruit or vegetable. When you see that protein is in everything you are able to let go of “adding protein” to meals! you do not need to add anything to meals.  By eating whole foods you are getting proportion, amino acids, fat and energy, and you also get to feel satisfied.  When your body says to you “aahhhh yes I needed that” and it stays like that for a good while, if you are eating the right kinds of food you should never feel hungry after eating a meal, because you aren’t hungry, you have just eaten a nutritious meal.  Eat a meal that lacks nutrients yet packed with calories you may feel bloated and full and a bit “stuffed” yet your body will still be hungry, because you haven’t given it what it needs.

Most of the time the body is craving rather than hungry (over fed under nourished) type thing. So the body is hungry for nourishment rather than calories. But then people just grab any old thing, pumping in more calories rather than what it needs, then round we go again.  So an obese person can be just as malnourished as an underweight person just through the food choices they make.

Why feel hungry when you have access to food pretty much 24/4. I believe food is massively over thought about and complicated, it really is very simple, but in front of the simplicity we have addiction, impulse, social pressure, family pressure, wants, needs, tradition, moderation (which ethically generally does not work in the long run) Let go of all these and it all appears very differently.

Use your body as a guide, eat whole foods.  An abundance of dark leafy greens, mushroom, bulbs and vegetables.  Add energy were needed, beans, legumes, lentils, fruits (including dried fruit like dates, figs and apricots) veg, potatoes, wild rice, whole grains.  Eat nuts, seeds and flax daily.  Just go into a supermarket and look at how much choice there is around whole foods. Please also download the Dr Gregor Daily Dozen app its awesome!  Introduce these things into your day, and allow the animal products to reduce.

Ultimately you have a choice with everything, what you choose is up to you.  This picture below was a “I’m in a real rush and need to grab something quick to eat” moment.  Something I hear a lot from people.  Generally this would look like crisps and a packaged sandwich for most people.  This is the other option, fruit dates and nuts! perfect combo! and I felt satisfied after eating it.


Ask yourself these questions.

What do you think your body looks like? Write it down now……….

What do you think other people see when they look at your body?  Write it down now…….

What do you think your children see when they look at your body? Write it down now……

What do you want? Write it down now……….

When you get what you want, then what? Write it down now………….

What does your ‘Goal Weight’ look like?  Write it down now…………

How will your ‘Goal Weight” feel?  Write it down now……..

When you reach your ‘Goal Weight’ then what? Write it down……..

What are you prepared to do to get to your ‘Goal Weight’? (realistic or unrealistic) Write it down now………..

What does health feel like to you?  Write it down now…………

 Then just read the answers and see how you feel, reflect on them.  Why do people over think food when there is so much choice out there.  Why are you forever searching for something that works, to me there is only one way to eat food, and that is to just eat “food” – look deeper into what I am saying, not just what it appears like on the surface.

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